shock

Well I was right, my body is in shock, I actually rode the bike home. Now I am in pre-pain. I am just a little sore, and very tired. I know on the other hand that tomorrow, I feel the true meaning of pain. I have a little education in physical training and I have learned that you should start slowly and build up. If I know this why don't I do it. The list of things that I know I should do compared to what I actually do is frightening. Maybe I should start compiling it. :) I wonder how it would compare to yours.

It was a rough night with the boys. Charlie was way off and was crying most of the evening. I can handle a lot of stuff. Crying is my soft spot, I can't handle it. I get stressed out and just want to run away, I don't want to deal with it, but you can't tell a 1,5 year old to shut up and get over it. Well you can, but I promise that you wouldn't feel very good afterwards. No running away, no hiding you just have to take it. Crying = tired, both me and the kid. Dylan was in a good mood for the most part. He is at a really nice stage. Easy to communicate with, funnier than anyone besides me should be. I guess that was my balance for tonight, Charlie = Difficult : Dylan = Easy. Me ..... still tired. Good night.